Mismatch between body and soul

120606 Mismatch

What I hate so much is the mismatch between the body and the mind.

Why the hell is the body nervous when mind is not. The body is acting on it´s own with no cooperation to what the mind does of feels.

It is disturbing and sooo annoying. “I” am not nervous, but the body goes high-wired. For no reason whatsoever. Today it is only my family coming but my body seems to think it is very dangerous.  

No wonder why people has problems. Believing there is something wrong with them mentally. When it is the body that does not match any more. And going to a schrink to fix ancient body functions. Well, that does not work. 

I was reading about the brain yesterday. Illustrerad Vetenskap 9/2012. An article about intelligence. How can a tiny thing like a neuron determin what information is to be passed along?

Thinking of that arcicle the neuron has to be a mind of it´s own to be able to know what info my being needs. Is every neron maybe connected "to a higher plane of existence" to use a popular expression from SF and spiritual worlds. 

I am always coming back to the two parts that is supposed to be "me". And I still  gets more and more confused. Those two should not co-exist in the same system.

Our minds needs a better host if we are to be here at all. 

CRAP!

They say we are here for the spirit soul to evolve. Better itself. What a stupid idéa. 

Spirituality vs Science

It might be that science is the next step to spirituality. There are so much people on the earth now. To live a simple life in touch with nature is almost impossible. I am lucky to live close to nature, but the number of people that never seen a forest is increasing every day. If people don´t know nature, it might be hard to truly understand things like healing and other spiritual things. The chinese medicine that in the past days took decades to learn, they now learn in a month. Do they understand it? I doubt it. We have seen that the higher aspects of some teachings corresponds very well with the present stage of physics. As chip once told me, her son said she was talking physics. We might need science to be able to continue our growth as a human race. I feel like I am in the middle, still understands (at least a little) both sides.

The photo, took it 2 days ago. A grey boring day, but if you look, such beauty is to be found. For those lucky enough to have it around the corner.

I wonder………

if……..

just realized that I had not meditated indoors since May last year. In June I had the last “hit”. Looking in the backmirror I think it is the meditation that causes the “hits”. When i meditate indoors I go deep. As I learned at the yogaschool. And that is when I had that “brainsplit”.

When I am outdoors it does not work the same way, I let it come natural and focuses out on nature, not inwards. Even if they say it is meditation both ways it works differently in me.

So, I should not meditate? As I can remember it goes like: period of meditation, there comes a “hit”, I go crazy, refuses to do anything spiritual because of the pain. After some time it fades away. Slowly it startes over again. Starts to meditate, gets a “hit”………and, round and round we go..

I feel it is a part of it, even if it is more. During “active” periods I also usually have dreams and other visions. This past 9 months it has been nothing. I havn´t “worked” on it really. Mostly just documented old and new thoughts on the blog. And, kept a window open to friends.

Grim tries to push me, but don´t succed, I circle around it. lol

Science seems to be safe.