Mismatch between body and soul

120606 Mismatch

What I hate so much is the mismatch between the body and the mind.

Why the hell is the body nervous when mind is not. The body is acting on it´s own with no cooperation to what the mind does of feels.

It is disturbing and sooo annoying. “I” am not nervous, but the body goes high-wired. For no reason whatsoever. Today it is only my family coming but my body seems to think it is very dangerous.  

No wonder why people has problems. Believing there is something wrong with them mentally. When it is the body that does not match any more. And going to a schrink to fix ancient body functions. Well, that does not work. 

I was reading about the brain yesterday. Illustrerad Vetenskap 9/2012. An article about intelligence. How can a tiny thing like a neuron determin what information is to be passed along?

Thinking of that arcicle the neuron has to be a mind of it´s own to be able to know what info my being needs. Is every neron maybe connected "to a higher plane of existence" to use a popular expression from SF and spiritual worlds. 

I am always coming back to the two parts that is supposed to be "me". And I still  gets more and more confused. Those two should not co-exist in the same system.

Our minds needs a better host if we are to be here at all. 

CRAP!

They say we are here for the spirit soul to evolve. Better itself. What a stupid idéa. 

Responsibility?

Have been reading a mag about the mind and brain. (Scientific American Mind).

One really wonders, can a person ever hold responsibility for what is wired in the their brains? I mean, everything seem to depend on how the brain is built. Everything from happiness to becoming a murder and abuser. Cancer as well as sleep patterns, your sexual desires as well as your taste of food. There is literally nothing that can be said to be "your own choice". It is all dictated by the brain.

Makes me wonder about Karma. Is it the law of karma that wires our brains? Sending us into one disaster after another? Maybe people needed an explanation for how we work and did not know what caused it. So "the law of karma" was invented. If Karma really exists………who is responsible for wiring our brains? Who is so great it can deal with us as it chooses? And mostly treat us like shit? WHO has the RIGHT to do it? I am not sure I like to hear the answer.

In an article I have read about religious experiences. That too is wired in the brain as it seems. Surely visions and altered states of mind depends of conditions of the brain.

So, I am not responsible for anything. Not even what I choose to eat. Or whom I love. If I do love at all.

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Mirror

the way you did the imagining your self in a mirror will not do it.

Imagine your self imagining, that's all, nothing more nothing less. Tell me what does or does not happen with that.

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had to sit down in meditation position to try. I could not do it!

I can´t imagine myself imagining. As soon as I tried it is no longer “only me”. I invented a copy of me this time and tried to make it imagine. There is “me” and the copy. A fantasy starts.

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Right, mind went blank for a while, but I did not really get frustrated, as the mind almost emedietly started to invent things to try to solve the problem. It was later it recognized it IS impossible. Your question made me doubt what I knew.

The past days my mind has been working on that. Beginning with those Tibetan books. I was not really joking when I wrote about narrowing it down to two sentences. Actually it also fits in with this “Imagine your self imagining” exercise.

When. long ago, people could not imagine what happened after death they started to imagine what happened then. Then the fantasy, what ever culture marks on it, started to fulfill itself. What one expected to happen, did. But as that IS a fantacy and some people knew that, they had to ad to the fantacy that it was not real. It is “YOU” and only you that you are aware of. And basicly that is some energies. Now energies and colors (colors is different wavelenghts) is also described. Funny how it coincides with the chakra system.

Some years ago I looked into healing systems. I noted that all of them was actually the same one just adjusted to each persons fantacy of how it works. That too was the color of the rainbow, as the chakra system. Rainbow colors are white light. So, all or it is White Light Energy. Then, in the nature I heal myself. Even if the power is not too great it works. Now you told me that all those things I notice and experience is Rigpa or the Absolute. Guess the Watcher and all of that also fits in there. Sometimes it is “my” fantasy, sometimes it is the fantasy of a higher power revealing itself back to me.

Two days ago when I biked home in the dark, a phrase popped up. “The Unified Law Of Everything”. Physics and spiritual alike. Both seeking the Combined Power to explain it all, that IS ALL.
I will work with the meditation.

Hurting

-When the body gets cut or smashed, the body hurts and then it heals rather fast.

-When the ego/mind gets hurt, it is bad. Like when one is mobbed. Can take a lot of time to heal, if ever.

-When both body and ego/mind is hurt, like when abused, it might never really heal. Can be so severe that suicide is concidered.

-If spirit/soul is hurt, that is among the worst things, because it is not visible. When the spirit is hurt, as when I had the “hits”, the body also hurts. When both hurts, it is really bad. It is your pain but nobody can understand it or see any reason for your suffering. And yet, the pain is very real both to the physical body as well as to spirit and mind. The suffering goes to all ascpects of your being. There is no defense against it. Takes a lot of time to recover.

-If ego/mind and soul are badly hurt then ………………..the entire system wants to go into oblivion. Never to be heard of again.