One final thing

There seem to be one final thing to write down.

Is the Universe static or changing?

It comes back to this question, does it not?

I have always known/believed in changes and evolution. That is what we see everywhere all around us. There is no place where it is not. We are here because the Universe evolves. We are here because the NEED in changing and evolving. There are no way we can talk us out ot that.

In science, so far, they have theories about strings. The “string-soup” might not change, but the individual strings constantly moving. There is nothing that says the “soup” is not evolving. Actually, it has to, or we would not be here.

Now, for the past years, people and writings have constantly tried to make me believe. First in a heaven where one should live eternally. Sounds disgusting to me. Then when I learned about Enlightenment and Awareness they tried to make me believe in “nothingness” and an eternal Awareness without change.

IMO there can be no Awareness without Evolution. PERIOD!

The confusion have caused me a lot of pain and suffering. Every person so convinced of their own beliefs and I knew nothing. Tried to figure out what was right. Then, when even those who claimed to be awakened, starts all over again I finally stoped. LIFE is a constant evolution. On every possible level!

So, my final conclusion, that still is what has been there all along, is an Awareness that evolves. The reason for the Awakened to not see that, would be that they are, still, in human bodies, and those bodies can not notice changes that occurs as slow as I think it does at the basic level.

We are all connected as we are part of the Universal Awareness and as we change, so does the Whole. How can it be otherwise?

Also, about suffering and hardships! If that is what is needed to make us grow and evolve. What would possible be the reason for that? If we shall suffer and evolve only to go back to that unchanging thing we came from? Certainly does not make sence. If The Awareness, All, does not change, then there is no need for us to evolve either, so hardship, or anything else for that matter, is not needed.

To answer the question, we are here due to an evolving Universe.


I AM …….. the Beginning

I AM ….….. the End

I ..A M ………………..

That is what it whispered.

Deep Sleep 070513

My workout sessions on sunday mornings usually presents some thoughts. Nowadays I leave the computere on so I can go and make notes as thoughts arrives. The discussions of late is a big trigger to theorize.

We are dreaming every night. But mostly we forget about the dreams. There is a function that make us forget the dreams. I know there are researches on this, but for now I don´t have the source. Anyway, we all experienced that we dreamt but that morning rituals kicks in and make us forget what we dreamed. We know for certain that we dream each night. Even without memory of it. We have seen our mates, childrens and even pets move in sleep, indicating dreaming.

We also know that some dreams is ecpecially vivid. Never to be forgotten. There are also vivid dreams where you are aware that you dream and in some cases are able to control the dream. I don´t remember much dreams, but sometimes I have the feeling the dream is a message and is purposely made to be remembered.

We also have no feeling of discontinuation despite we sleep dreemlessly.

Now, awareness should be the cause of us not noticing any discontinuation. Awareness is there always, but is not made concious by the mind when it sleeps.

So, what is needed to be able to know that the Awareness is in contol and letting conciousness be aware of it? Not only when awake but also during sleep.

Among the OBE people (I think it was) I have read that they can train their ability to dream Vivid Dreams. And to remember them.

Is it then possible to train our body functions to let “the security level” drop so Awareness can “shine throu it” even when the body sleeps?

Or to take it the opposite way, can the Awareness overrule the body? Can it train the body to sleep when Awareness is still Aware and Consious? Consiousness is the important part as I see it, as that is what makes the mind remember.

Can you teach the mind to leave the door open for consiousness and awareness when body sleeps?

Consiousness is the link between Awareness and mind. When we sleep, conciousness also sleep, but not always. Actually, sometimes we are aware of our surroundings despite sleep. Can that be strengthened?

Which part is the key, awareness, conciousness or mind?

Ok, now I start babbling, soo …enough! Heading outdoors now,