No matter how much I try

No matter how much I try, I can´t switch reality.

It does not work to imagine you are the Absolute looking through the Watcher. I can´t pretend to be what I am not. (I know…. don´t say it, my system have no way to realize it, so I am still trapped.)

“I” am still here, getting too little sleep. Too much to throw away and pack. Too much tolerances on engine parts. “I” can´t ignore it. Woke up at 5AM, got up and packed the stereo in a box.

Tow, the homework I was given, will take it´s time. I don´t think my brain can keep up right now. At least not today.

Now…. off to work.