Another one

This time I was biking to the job. My college, the third person and I was working on three different jobs. We all did parts on all three jobs. When I was about to leave for home I asked my boss: you send the payment? He just frowned. So I understood there is no payment. Then I frowned too, thought :so what? Then left.


I think there was two dreams as I woke up and then went back to sleep. Don´t remember the second one, just think there was one.

So, now, still no message of WHAT to do. Earlier when I had “working dreams” it was about working on the wrong system where I could not save my work. Think I had a least 10 of them. This time, one part, is the third unknown person. And the uncertainty of getting payd somehow. In the first dream the third person was leading the work somehow, now it is working beside. Taking part of the work.

Still have no message of what to do?? I´m not starting anything again unless I am shown in what direction I shall go. Spirit! Do a better job! We are part of the same, you know I hate riddles. If you can produce riddles, you´re also able to produce something I can use.

If something has to be done, be specific or I will not work. I´ve taken contol of dreams once before when I got mad enough. I can do it again and destroy the dreams.

Another dream

Dreamt again. This time about work.

My last boss called me to do a days work. He had been asked to do something to see if we could do it and get the job. It was not my regular job, more like an investigation of sorts.
I took the train and worked one day, some persons was involved that somehow guided that work. I did not really see them, was only aware that somebody was there. I never figured out what we were doing even if work was done. In the afternoon the boss came back and talked to the others. I got no message so I packed up and made myself ready to go to the station. My bosses wife came in, are you packing? Yes, nobody said I shall be working with this so I clear up.But they said you were doing a good job she said. Well, nobody told me. My boss was supposed to take me to the station (that is the normal deal since I moved in the real life) We went and I waited for him to tell me if I am to work or not. There was a feeling that I should, but nothing was said.
And that is where the dream ended.

Well, yeah, this is better. But there are still no message to what I am supposed to do. Better, but not good enough. They have to do better or I skip it all. I don´t bother, I have realised that the “living forever” part everyone are so anxious about in fact does not apply to the human that I am. When I die I will stay dead. That is great. If the spirit part wants to live forever it is up to her to work for it. Spirit has to work harder! Not me the human. I have no problem with dying and to stay dead, that will be a relief.