Rising vision

A vision coming when I sat at the kitchen table at work. It seem to be connected to that Maze-vision.

I was sitting in that white nothingness. Waiting. As I have been since that vision. Then I rise, slowly. Have you ever been 150% aware of something you have done? I could feel every musle, every movement that took me up to standing position. Rolling up, with the head rising last. And I grew a lot bigger in that procedure. You know, it was just like a movie when something rises and grows at the same time. A strange feeling.

I AM

...I AM….the beginning

...I AM… the end

...I ..A M


I was at the lake and the sunset invited me to meditation. I felt the warmth to my face and chest. The light shone bright through the eyelids shifting slightly due to the water. Then the words came to my mind, hesitating at first as having trouble coming through. Then after a few moments my mind had to prove its cleverness and the precious moment was over.

I think I am finely introduced.

Just wanted to share.

Into atoms

030909
I had forgotten about this, I got a mail from a friend:

Dear Aurora,
.
You are now in safe hands and should only learn to let
go and flow with the current. You should try not to
have any plans or objectives of your own. Surrender
everything but still feel responsible for your role in
this world. Just do your duties without any attachment
and enjoy the freedom of not wanting anything.

You are now within the gravity of the 'sun' and
whether you like it or not you will go 'zooming' right
into it.
S

And my reaction:
030909 what happend?
Dear S,
,just wonder what happend. When I opend your mail and started to read I got “pumped” up with an energyrush, I think. It is hard to explain the feeling but it was like wild water inside and around me. I did not leave my body, I know how that feels, but it was as if my body was dissolving into atoms, swirling around. It was hard to continue reading. It lasted a long time, only gradually disappearing.

With the “gravity of the sun” I guess you mean the pull from “The Universal” one or “The White light”. I won´t fight it.

Removal of Entity

In spring 2003 I met a man from UK online. He said he was alarmed when he saw my ad for friends and he wanted to help. He asked me a little and I told him some that had happened. He has a woman friend that has some gifts. He calls her a “resque medium”. He arranged a “sitting”. I had to concentrate on her name at a certain time and she worked on my name. I did get some feelings during that time she investigated me so I wrote to get some explanation. This is his response:

Hi A,
Do not be alarmed or frightened at anything that I write because I am going to explain exactly what has happened to you and how it came about in the first place. The first thing I have to say is do not meditate or do anything spiritual for the next 3 months and that is a must until the energies clear around you.
When we leave this life we pass to the next level of existence and some people do not realise that they have died and they are lost, you are a very sensitive lady and when you went into meditation your light was very bright indeed. In fact your light was bright green and that colour we associate with The Universal One and very few have that colour. A young man had died and was lost in the spirit world and when he saw your light he thought he had found God and attached himself to you, what you felt when you sat for that period of time was my friend Connie removing that young man from you and sending him into the light.
You might think that is all very strange but every word is true because I understand it all through experience the hard way. If you decide to do spiritual work at the end of the three months I have been told to tell you that you must learn to protect yourself from this ever happening again and also to read any books on psychic self defence. There are things that you must learn like opening and closing your Chakras once you understand these things I cannot see any reason why you should not do healing but I will check it out for you at the end of the 3 months if you want me to.

I hope that what I have written makes sense to you and you can understand what has happen and if you require any help on your spiritual path I am more than willing to help
Take Care
B


Hi B,
thank you for that explanation.

It is scary because during that time when I was at yogaschool I had that feeling of a "presence" I could not figure out what it was so I called it an "entity". Before it disapperaed from my awareness I had a dream of a young war-victim dieing in a box fileld with water. Just before he died I got him out of there. After that dream I could not feel that "entity" anymore and I kind of missed it. But from what you write now I think he was just hidden.

Believe me, I will follow your advice. Please send my thanks to Connie.

By for now
A

Note: looking back I see that Entity was with me for about 3 years.