Into atoms

030909
I had forgotten about this, I got a mail from a friend:

Dear Aurora,
.
You are now in safe hands and should only learn to let
go and flow with the current. You should try not to
have any plans or objectives of your own. Surrender
everything but still feel responsible for your role in
this world. Just do your duties without any attachment
and enjoy the freedom of not wanting anything.

You are now within the gravity of the 'sun' and
whether you like it or not you will go 'zooming' right
into it.
S

And my reaction:
030909 what happend?
Dear S,
,just wonder what happend. When I opend your mail and started to read I got “pumped” up with an energyrush, I think. It is hard to explain the feeling but it was like wild water inside and around me. I did not leave my body, I know how that feels, but it was as if my body was dissolving into atoms, swirling around. It was hard to continue reading. It lasted a long time, only gradually disappearing.

With the “gravity of the sun” I guess you mean the pull from “The Universal” one or “The White light”. I won´t fight it.