Aimed at…Rigpa

I am in the middle of a conversation with c about illusions and stuff. About a week ago she gave me the link to “Seeing with naked eyes” that actually is very good.

Well I have been introcuced to a new name, Rigpa, that should equal the Absolute. There is some pieces missing in the blog due to it has been gone for 4 months. So some background happenings is missing. I will ad some of it later on to get the picture.

For now, what came to mind during this discussion about the nature of Rigpa, was “this is where I am aimed”. This is Home.

C was kind and described how she experience her present situation. Not what it IS, but how it works. As far as one can describe that. Seems as I did misunderstood something thou. I have to reread it.

I took the picture at the top of the blog this morning when I should meditate. Yesterday I had the same candle and when I looked at it though halfclosed eyes I saw the rays of light coming towards me. It was nice, but hard to get on a photo.

The Blog

This blog was created as a way to justify all that pain I experienced. I thought that if I can help others the pain would have had a purpose. Up to now I know only one that seemed to have has some benefit from it.

So……..I have to conclude that I have no purpose, I am not even able to help others! Except for old parents of course, and daughters that need money. But that is everyday life.

So, writing the blog from now on is just my dairy. Nothing more.