Meditation on people

Heartchakra, Meditation on people
On the net I found a wise man in India, in this blog I´ll call him S. After a few mails
S suggested that my heartchakra was closed and gave me instructions on how to deal with it. I was told to go into meditation, then I should meditate on people I loved and people I disliked. I was supposed to change the feelings towards the disliked ones. To make it easier he recommended to start with the easy ones. Those you love.

I started out on april 23. I decided to start to meditate on my granddaughter as she was my oldest, 6 yrs. After a while she was in front of me. But then a hand gentley pushed her aside and my firstborn grandchild came in. He died at an age of 7 weeks. He sent me a mental message that he was the firstborn that I loved, he should be the first one. How true. He was soo welcome.

Next day I started the meditation and the third of my grandchildren wanted to be added to the crowd. After a while a fourth person came in, uninvited. Who it was? It was ME! Do I need to love and forgive myself??? Does not seem as I have to ad people. They comes by themself!

Well, after going through a lot of loved and liked ones I started with the “bad guys”. Grandpa first out. (See post 2006-06-25) I was greatly surprised when he appeared. First he was not alone and there was a table where he sat down. With my grandma behind him, as a guard!!! He was not allowed to see me alone. It was like one of those Jailsettings in a movie.

Well, continued with some other people. One a day as I meditated once a day at the time. The whole process took about 4 or 5 weeks.

A good one. (My grandson and my grandparents was dead, all others living)

Sidenote:
Two years later I told my granddaughter this story. She loved it. They often talk of this older brother and now she feels that she actually met him.