No pills today........

…….sonds like a song from long ago.

My sewing machine broke down, without me breaking down. A great thing. Have not taking pills today. Was thinking about calling my sister about the sewing machine, but decided not to. I can´t afford taking the risk of her nagging at me. I have to be egoistic. I have to avoid everything that can affect me in a negative way. I am still far from stable.

I spend the days at the lake. Letting the wind and sun caress me. Swimming if the waves are not too high. And paddling when possible. Just trying to heal myself. My skin is tanned, I look more healthy than I feel. ;-)