Why does that knot in my stomach never go away? Makes me go crazy for no reason at all sometimes. If I could have one whish granted for myself, it would be to remove that knot. It takes a lot of energy to fight it or ignore it, and it does not even seem to be dependent on “fight or flight”. I am not nervous or scared, so why is it there?
Is ist a physical problem? I once heard it was a female problem. :-(
Who knows? I started this blog because it seem to be so hard to get some understanding when spiritual gets tough. And when NOTHING works. When spiritual sucks and you don´t know why. And can´t do anything about it. Maybe this work will take me to the end of the road.
If you expect joy, bliss and answers. Forget it, this is not the place. This is a warning, it´s not all that fun. The image has the EyeofHorus & PelesTears from Hawaii.
A never ending story.
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ReplyDeleteLike your blog... that knot it`s in my chest, i bury everything there... when it comes up and out there usually is great insight with it.
So stop swallowing everythig