101014 quiet

It´s been quiet for a long time now. Only had a few dreams.


The first was only about holding hands with somebody. It gave a nice and comforting feeling.
But when awakened again, I refused to let this good feeling lure me into something.

Next dream was about running from something. But I think that oen came from me. I was no scary tuch to it.

I am happy it cools down. It still stirrs sometimes, but I have no plans of going back there. There is no place for me.

As I still think it is much about balance anyway, I am searching for a “status quo”. I am not going into happiness or bliss, it will only make another unhappy. Nobody shall be unhappy on my part. And I don´t want to be unhappy either so none of that, it is. I live by my own with nothing but my photography. Another 25ears?? What a waste and how boring!