One of those nights

Again I had one of those nights when the pillow gets wet.

Spirituality knocking on the door making heart sobb. I had to put a towel on the pillow to avoid getting it all soaked down. It took me two hours and two Valeriana pills to finally go to sleep. Today I feel empty.

The only good thing is that it is longer now between those attacks. Hopefully it will subside entirely.