Was in a forest today looking for mushrooms. Spent a very nice time in there. Until……….the forst started to wisper….join me, link your mind with mine. Tears started to come but I pressed it back. Am not going t cry.
Earlier when this happened I usually found a good stump to sit on, then entered meditation. The me/forest was the only thing existing.
Today I closed, bit my tounge and left the forest. Heart crying, but I can´t risk being beaten again.
Who knows? I started this blog because it seem to be so hard to get some understanding when spiritual gets tough. And when NOTHING works. When spiritual sucks and you don´t know why. And can´t do anything about it. Maybe this work will take me to the end of the road.
If you expect joy, bliss and answers. Forget it, this is not the place. This is a warning, it´s not all that fun. The image has the EyeofHorus & PelesTears from Hawaii.
A never ending story.
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