What next??

Seems as everything goes away now. I have only one friend left now, at least I think I have. If I did not manage to anger her.

No friends, no family-life, no questions left to ask. Except for this. Why am I still visiting the Forum? Still hoping for something to reveal itself. Even if I know it is nothing for me there anymore. I can´t even help anyone. As there are nothing I know.

The only thing that is still persisting……work! Why does not that one go away?

It is like the only thing I am doing is crying, crying, crying and crying. I have cried for years. And I don´t even know why the hell I am crying. I am lost.

Soooo, what´s next?? Is there any “next”?


Talked to Grim yesterday. There is some things I have to ask chip.