I am MOJOH

Oct 9 2005, 12:20 PM on SDF







I am the body and ego that is one half of the system MOJOH/LADYHAWK where lady is spirit-soul.

We have a common interest. When we are at the lake and in the forest, we become ONE. For the rest of the time, we are mostly fighting for the power of the system.

But now, The Lady Of The Hawk is on a timetrain somewhere, destination unknown.She wanted me to care for the Campfire.

If she is coming back?

I don´t know.

Please, refere to me as MOJOH.

Lady is on the train

051008

Mystic, of course I will share it with you.

At 1000 posts, I will become “Infinite Conciousness” in the Forum. Somehow that is symbolic. And maybe I am a bit superstitious.

You have followed me for the last 15 months. Lately I had two dreams. In the first I was at the trainstation and was given a creditcard with the shape of the endpiece of a loal of bread. Was told it was very good and would provide my needs. But I never bought the ticket so I was stuck at the station.

(050930) In this dream I bought the ticket and got myself on the train. I am on the train, but not yet at the unknown destination.

Well, if I become “Infinite Conciousness” before I reach the destination……would I blow it????

And then lately I feel that it is the same stuff being written again and again.
And sometimes I just want to hide. Some things is weird and I think I need to think about it. Some people are very disturbing at the SDF right now.

Sometimes I get mails from people that they think soo highly of me that I get bothered and feels a bit uncomfortable. I can´t live up to some peoples expectations.

Well. That was a lot. Somehow I think The Lady Of The Hawk is done. She should not be back until she has reached the destination. Maybe then, the thousend post can be written.